
April 16, 2004
In
the last update, I said the stem cell schedule was subject to change. How
right I was: Day One – Change! I went to the hematologist on Wednesday for
pre-admission tests.
As
usual, first things first: blood was drawn – but Nurse Laura wasn’t
available. No further comment. (Well, only that it took three tries to
fill five glass tubes. And now the top of my hands radiate the color of
ripe plums.)
For a discussion about my procedure, I was escorted to an office to meet
with one of the doctors on my stem cell team and Sharon, my assigned nurse
practitioner. I fell asleep during my hour-and-a-half wait.
Dr. Kassim and Sharon entered the room and once I became fully awake, I told
them that since our last meeting, I had stopped taking Thalidomide because
my heart nearly pounded out of my chest during Easter weekend and that Dr.
Murphy (oncologist) said to stay off them since the stem cell procedure was
so soon. They both agreed that was no problem. Then I casually mentioned
that my temperature had flared a bit over the weekend and I had taken an
Aleve. They looked at me with expressions that should be reserved only for
confessing axe murderers. I feared the two of them were going into cardiac
arrest. My admittance of a fever changed everything. A zillion questions
followed: “Do you have a sore throat? Cough? Ear ache?” “No, no and
no.” They pondered on the mystery fever and started to discuss Plan B. I
was sent to collect a urine sample (always humiliating) and get a
NasoPharynx culture (to test for respiratory infection or influenza). I can
honestly say that I’ve never experienced anything that comes close to the
uniqueness of getting a NasoPharynx culture. Nurse Marsha took an 8-10 inch
cotton swab out of its sterile paper wrapper and proceeded to shove it up my
right nostril then all the way down my throat. (I do not exaggerate; you
know that.) She took another swab and repeated the process in my left
nostril. Because I had tensed up a teensy bit on the right side, Marsha had
to swab it again. When I stopped gagging and hacking, I asked, “Why don’t
they use swabs that BEND?”
More blood labs were required as a result of the weekend fever. Marsha
plunked down two sets of two bottles (the size hot sauce comes in) on her
desk, and said she needed 10 CCs of blood in each one. In my mathematical
mind, four times 10 CCs is about a freakin’ gallon. Each bottle had varying
levels of liquid in the bottom, but my contribution was the same for each.
Shall I say it again? I HATE “donating” blood.
The final test was a chest x-ray. Thankfully, that only took about 10
minutes. Then my friend Michelle and I indulged in an Indian lunch. That
was absolutely the best part of the day.
Sharon called me at
home on Wednesday night to say that the team of doctors would review my case
in the morning and decide if the catheter will or won’t be inserted. I was
told to take a pain pill that night before bed and not to eat or drink
anything after 6:00 a.m. as if the chest catheter surgery will proceed as
planned. I’ll let you know what happens.
Thursday, April 15, 2004
This is the day we definitely went off schedule. Sharon called at 8:15 this
morning and said come to the hospital immediately. Yesterday’s tests
indicated blood in my urine. (Is nothing sacred? Here I am, telling the
world about my urine. Gross.) Diane Marshall came over earlier than
planned and drove me to Vanderbilt. Sharon met me with a grim expression
and a few sheets of paper in her hand. “You have a urinary tract
infection,” she said, glancing at the fine print on the pages. That was
news to me. I had no idea.
Just to make sure they had an uncontaminated sample, I had a
“straight in and out catheterization” (tube inserted directly into the
bladder). Without a doubt, I now have no dignity left to my body being, uh,
poked and prodded and stabbed and drained. Sigh. Who knew cancer would
make my life a living confessional.
Thursday’s scheduled chest catheter insertion was cancelled. I went home,
in possession of giant-sized tablets of antibiotics. As a result of the
infection, the first three weeks on the original calendar have been pushed
back a week. I’ll do admission labs (again) on April 21st; catheter
insertion on the 22nd; chemo on the 23rd. Jim will
learn to give me Neupogen shots on Saturday, April 24th (two shots every
morning for 9 days). Friday, April 30th, will be a final check before the
stem cell harvest on Monday, May 3. All this, of course, is subject to
change.
How grateful I am for the promise that God never changes – the same
yesterday, today, and forever. God is the stability in my ever-changing
life.
As
always, thank you for your e-mails, prayers and love. I am overwhelmed by
your compassion. Thank you for walking with me through this unexpected
journey.
Janice
P.S. To our Nashville/Franklin friends who have so kindly offered to help:
Please contact Mary Bess to schedule meals from April 21 through May 3.
Phone: 615-301-3655. E-mail:
mary.bess.smith@cpa.christpres.org. In advance, thank you for relieving
Jim of “Chef Duty” – one less thing for him to worry about.
To
all our friends: Thank you for the lovely flowers that have arrived since
the first of the year. I have enjoyed each of the beautiful bouquets.
However, my doctors have told me that I cannot have any fresh fruit,
vegetables, or flowers in the house for the next few months, as they might
be sprayed with chemicals or toxins. Again, I am so disappointed. I love
eating all the summer fruits and having flowers in the house. One more
thing to look forward to in 2005.
Mark Lowry is a true friend. Behind his comedic talent is a very
compassionate heart. He took copies of all my updates and put them in
chronological order on his website. If some of the updates didn’t get to
you, or if you have any desire to read them, go to
www.marklowry.com/janice/janice001.html .
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